Can’t sleep, won’t sleep. It’s 0430 on a Thursday morning and I’ve had three one millogram tablets of lorazepam but am still awake. I’m prescribed them as sleeping tablets and usually take two and am floored. They’re highly addictive though and a few weeks ago I broke the cycle and came off them cold turkey only to have to go back to one millogram a night as the withdrawal effects were so severe. I hate drug dependence but equally I enjoy my sleep and a regular sleep pattern is like golddust to me after years of ruining my body with nightclub time day structures….. Anyway, the battle with my lorazzies goes on… I will quit them eventually but when I take them I need them to work or I’m up scatterbraining around the net all night getting hyped up

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